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Thursday, August 23, 2012

nothing is perfect

I read one of my unknown classmate's blog.
What he wrote I was quite agree with him.
Started from this year, the class was changed,
I don't know whats wrong with our class.
just everything changed!
maybe especially is the bonding and other elements.
I really look forward that all of us will change and become the best E1 stream
but.....
i really don't know how to say,
not offence,
is some racial problem....
I really don't want to say is racial problem because i don't want to hurt my friends.
of cause not all the other racial friends is just a small part
maybe you don't think i am hurting or slander you,
 you will just feel if you don't like me then don't like la!WHO CARES!
but I really don't think that way,
I wanted to treat you all is like buddy frIend friend good good like that.
but is hard.
Most of the teachers are always asking whats wrong with our class .
we don't know how to answer.
and the teachers all always scolding the same people day over day.
when they get scolded, they get frustrated, i know the feeling that you want to fight back
but when you fight back, do you win things...?
you only win the feelings, right?
why don't you all try to concentrate what teacher teaching and learn new knowledge,
you will not lose thing when you learning something
instead gain a lot of thing .
maybe you will think i am talking rubbish ,
but please think before you do things or talk.

normally if a school is racial mix, most probably is that each racial will mix with their own racial,
is very normal !
now all the groups work we do in class are always racial and gender mix.
it is not we don't mix with each other,
is that we need everyone to do work ,
not giving nonsense or just do nothing and sit there.
if everyone did their job,
i think racial gender mix group-work is not that tough for every members.
i think some of them agree with me .
not blaming ..
just hope you all can be more cooperate and always help each other.
and be more discipline and responsible that the thing you do . 

after I typed all this ..
I know that I don't have the qualification to say la..
but this is what i want to say.
go ahead to dislike me ..
just want to let you all know my thought


Thursday, August 16, 2012

终于考完试了.

彻底对我班失望了
最讨厌那些不合群的人
把我们班的风气弄到酱低
干啦
每天听老师讲一样的东西还不用紧
讲的人还是一样的
不会改是吗?!!

今天终于考完试了
combined chem那第二高
很有成就感
有听课有做练习是有不一样滴.

有时候看到你的脸真的不爽-.-
你做表情给我看你要我回应你什么哦zz
勉强的笑咯. ==
避开你的眼神最好
我知道我很自私
但其实你自己也是.
不要怪我无情
我很想很努力的再忍
可是看到你有时讲人真的是不顶哦
烧啊
奉劝你一句
会忍是福
以后你出去社会一定会被人家排挤
就因为你的自以为是跟脾气

Monday, August 13, 2012

Cherish .

最近就是有个朋友过世了...
很可惜...
很可怜却帮不了
每次很无奈
想要帮助人自己却没有能力帮
哎呀呀.
我不会了
只能说一定要珍惜友人...
当然不止友人啦
等到走了
就没机会了..
失去的感觉很惨
很不甘
很想打人



每次想要做到要珍惜
要懂得感恩
懂得节省
懂得珍惜拥有
可是在被事物所吸引或诱惑时
这些东西全忘了
难道你不是吗?

Friday, August 3, 2012

你们觉得是emo就是咯 不是就不是 .__.

为什么今天酱emo的感觉勒
不管怎样都说不上来
不懂怎样形容

突然觉得自己很奇怪
为什么会这样
瞬间出现了很多矛盾
我也不知道发生什么事
我很想与人分享
可是我真的不懂怎样分享
我不懂为什么我会头脑空空
.....
又不想分享了
不懂怎样享
你们看 我是不是很矛盾勒
我写的这篇
应该只有我自己能看得懂
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我现在已经容入了这个班
可是为什么就是有不合群的人搞到我们班变成酱烂
你们很喜欢被老师念咩?
还是你们喜欢老师拿我们来跟人家比较?
我瞬间希望你们离开...
一且可能会变得安宁
在我说出离开这句话时
我知道我一定会后悔自己为什么会这样讲
所以我还是没说出来
我真心希望你们能够成熟一点
改变一下
这里的老师真的是好到没话说了
你们还欺负老师
我读这间学校都觉得有点丢脸======== 

是我变了
还是我sot了
还是我压力太大??
还是玩电脑玩傻了

为什么我每次都要迁就别人勒
为什么我都要逼自己做自己不想做的事
我很缺朋友咩?
做莫要为了他们忍下自己的尊严去配合他们跟帮助他们
我不去帮不去配合的时候又觉得对不起他们
我真的不了解 T.T
很累了


Monday, July 9, 2012

...

who can come beside me and be together with me .
i think i need support.
i will not care parent's objection anymore .
will only ahh .
i am who i am .
I choose my own life .
i am waiting for you .
forever alone day
tired 
dizzy
headache
my god.